I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see
haha . it has been a long time for me not to write anything here . yeah i am kinda busy girl . busy lah sangat kan . not too late kan for me to wish
HAPPY NEW YEAR doooooo!!!
2013 taught me so many things .
1) don't ever trust anyone including your friends . yeah so sad ha if you got someone that are called " friend" stab your back . it hurts . neyy i know .
2) not all times you are at the top .
3) betol apa dorang cakap . Allah takkan ambil hak milik kita . walhal , He will replaced with something that bring so much value on you .
banyak sangat kenangan tahun 2013 . hilang kawan . kawan baru . orang baru . takde air mata dah mungkin :) . oh ya , tak lama lagi praktikal . macam mana la agaknya nak praktikal . audit firm . yes audit firm . harapla ilmu aku belajar sepanjang 2 tahun setengah tu berguna and aku ingat . result ? haha . it is the worst i ever got . nevermind , tak selamanya kita kat atas kan ??? but alamdulillah CGPA still above 3.5 :)
2013 . what else ?
i meet him . yes him . tak diduga tak disangka . tu yang aku boleh cakap . and i learn how to love him . after 1 year and a half , i tried to forget ex . hi ex :) . harap awak bahagia dengan orang tu :)
ok awak ,please take care of me . will meet you soon , syg .
Still in a holiday mood padahal next week will take off to JB again yawww. that title post . i dont know why i take this title . i think i need to stop here . stop myself to text him . hurmmmm . will me ?
i am pretend to be a strong girl but inside i am so dying . continue next time . this tears will burst out .
awak , awak ingat tak masa ni , tarikh ni awak tanya apa kat saya ?
should be today our second anniversary but its all over before the time should meet . almost 8 months , but i just cant forget him completely . its so hard to forget the one who we love and ... i just cant say nothing *teary eyed . yesterday . this tears burst out . i just cant hold it anymore . for seriously i cant . guys , you should know , girl can forgive what you have done to her but to forget what have you done is not as easy as you thought . i hope one day , i will meet someone that are better than you .
saya hanya mampu doakan awak bahagia dengan orang yang awak sayang . maybe i am not as good as her . take care awak . eventough me is not in your heart anymore , awak tetap dalam doa saya . i am so sorry if i have talked something rude , something harsh that might hurt you . take care im . we started as a friend and end it up as a friend .
for those yang selalu dengan dayang ,
semalam tuuu . amalina azizan , thank you pretty .
syahmi , i know the moment you see my tweet maybe you dah taw ape i maksudkan and thank you for your concern :')
ina , thank you for the words this morning. all the words ina . dayang hargai sgt .
atie , atie pun ea ? nenek sayang cucu :')
' dayang , dia hanya kenangan dayang . he is not there for you anymore . you are not the special for him dah . trying to be strong . yesss . it might hard dyg , but you have too '
ap mcm??suke??LIKE la..
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
will be sitting on my final exam on 29 april until 20 may . just a bit sad when our paper has been postponed .
yesterday , lukmanul hakim dah fly .
" you , jaga diri taw ! thank you for a such meaningful friendship . thank you sebab sudi on the phone . sorry kalau i pernah buat you sakit hati or ape . there's nothing i want to say . jangan tinggal solat kat sana . i akan ingat selalu benda ni . jangan terlalu percayakn lelaki"
benda ni la i nak cakap but tak tercakap . i suddenly feel sad. tak taw. it the time i think i need to move on . tak semestinya orang yang kita suka akan suka kita balik . and this thing i feel now . i just dont what his feelings . knowing someone that you like then just simply like someone else will hurting me so badly . but , aku boleh buat ap je . just keep praying on him .
dayang , stop admire him . hold the tears , dont crying .
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